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The Days

The days go by
the days drag on
my life moves faster
the world can't stand still
the day keep going
the hearts keep beating
the love is depleting
the hearts shake and break
the wounds are still open
the days go by
the wounds fester
yet the days move by,
slower now than ever
the wounds start to heal
the days feel longer than ever
the...
I just want to throw in the towel and call it quits I am so ready to not be here physically, emotionally, mentally I am just ready to be done. My health sucks, I am lonely all the time, I am never ever good enough, I can't obviously make a difference in my own community much less the my state, and I am just not here anymore. My mind has shut...

Abuser's

1. Dad’s girlfriend, brother’s mom - physical
2. Dad- I don’t know
3. "Mom"- sexual, physical
4. Brother- sexual
5. Daycare kid-sexual
6. Daycare provider’s husband- sexual
7. Daycare kid-sexual
8. Max - sexual
9. Jhon- sexual
10. Max’s dad- sexual
11. Max’s Friend- sexual
12. Max’s Friend- sexual
13. Max’s Friend- sexual
14. Max’s...

Giving UP

Well for now I am depressed can't sleep and giving up on Pandy's again. Hopefully I will be back in the near future but for now I am not sure where I am supposed to be. I feel like in a big picture I don't matter. I am thinking about my abuse and complaining about things that matter to me. I then think about the fact that there are...

Stupid Idea from me.

:trigger: I feel like survivors just have chips like AA people. I know that sounds stupid and most people think if your getting chips for anytihng it's a bad thing. However, I feel like sometimes that would be good to say wow I am on my 2,3,4, or 10th year of no abuse in my...
 
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