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SCARED

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Dinner.

Today Iam having a Thanksgiving dinner party for friends .I haven't had a party in about year thats when the Sh*t hit the fan and I haven't been the same but feeling happy to and hope I can stay that way today . its starts @ 6:00 to night . wish me luck. Wish i could have all of Pandy here for the party. Just nice to feel normal agian....

NO NO NO !

:gaah: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAD.....

IAM MADE AT THE WORLD !!! I HATE THAT I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THIS HOPELESS SCARED ALONE. JUST GOT OUT OF BED HAVN'T ATE OR TAKEN A BATH TODAY MY HUSBAND TRIED TO GET ME UP THIS AFTERNOON BUT I JUST YELLED AT HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE . I JUST WANT TO PUSH EVERYONE AWAY FROM ME SO I CAN JUST BE A MEMORY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT HOW...

very bad day!

:tear: I thought today was going to be the day i got help but instead i got (YOU ARE NOT IN CRIS) SO WE CAN'T HELP YOU !!!!!! :gaah: :gaah: jUST BECAUSE I HAVE A JOB AND INSURANCE STATE HELP WILL NOT HELP ME FIND A DOCTOR AND JUST BECAUSE AT THE TIME I DIDN'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF THEY COULDN'T HELP ME...

Scared

:tear: :gaah: This afternoon Iam going to the Crisis Care Center for help in finding a Pycolgist to do pcych. eval so I can go back too therapy . Iam soo scared I couldn't sleep what if they can't help me . I need to go back to therapy can't do it by myself . I SI and have new cuts so iam scared about what iam going to...

WEEK

FOR 9 MONTHS I VE BEEN GOING TO THERAPY BUT THIS IS THE FIRST WEEK THAT IAM NOT SEE MY T. BECAUSE I CANT GO BACK UNTIL I FIND A DR.TO DO PSYCH. EVAL. THIS IS SO HARD BECAUSE FINDING A DR. THAT IS TAKING NEW PT. IS VERY HARD I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY UP FRONT TO SEE ONE THAT DOSE TAKE MY INSURANCE. I JUST WAnt to scream . all i want is...

CAN'T DO THIS BY MYSELF

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE MY T. I CAN'T BELIVE SHE TOLD ME SHE WILL NOT SEE ME . I NEED TO SEE HER !!! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS BY MYSELF . :tear: :tear:

ALL MESSED UP....

WELL I HAD THERAPY TODAY AND MY T TOLD ME I COULDN'T COME TO THE RCC ANYMORE UNTIL I GOT A PSYCH. EVAL. BECUASE SHE WAS WORRIED ABOUT ME . I TRIED TO GET AN EVAL ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO BUT COULD NOT FIND ONE THAT WAS ON MY INSURANCE AND THAT WAS TAKING NEW PATIENT. I WAS SO UPSET LEFT CRYING AND IAM STILL CRYING AS I WRITE THIS . I ALWAYS...

I can't do it anymore!

:trigger: :scared:I can't handle the the thoughts fo my CSA. they are to much for me all day today had all the ugle things that happened to me in my head . I tried to call my T @ lunch but did not get to talk to her intill this evening got her on the phone she talked me in to come to her office i don't even remember driving there . I was...
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