This years anni wasn't plagued with memories like the last. I was a little jumpy and I
tremored some, and a I was a little down, but for the most part, that day's problems were normal problems. I went to work, I replaced
the headlight bulb in my car and my boyfriend took me to dinner. There were flowers waiting for me when I got home - which I appreciated a lot. But I was not overwhelmed by sadness.
The year itself had more normal people problems than Pandy's problems. Which is good - I think. I use to wish that I was just going through the things that everyone else had to deal with, so I guess I got my wish, lol.
The only big setback was writing that letter for the law board - which is explained in further detail in a previous post. But I did have a major accomplishment - two actually. I wrote an article about how not to be a jerk to survivors which was published online :D. And an hour ago I submitted MY story for publication. I should hear from them in a week.
There was a time when I thought life would always be dark, but my life is much better for so many reasons. I am glad I am still here :)