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I have been ok for the most part. At least I think I have been ok. I can't remember the last time I have had a hard cry and I have still managed to keep myself from SI-ing. So that is good right?
But I have not really been progressing. I have lost interest in the things that I love - reading, music, video games, movies, even being with friends - and I don't have a whole lot of interest in getting back into them. It is just to difficult to find the energy to do these things. It is like there is a wall in my mind that builds brick by brick, blocking all motivation, all ambition. I am not sure of how to fix it or how to fix me, so I have enrolled in therapy. Maybe she can help me talk, help me unlock and move past whatever has me so stuck.
And then... Then maybe these tremors will go away ...