I should be working on the copy editing test they sent me. I should be focusing on what I'm going to say in the interview, think about how I'm going to pretend to be confident.
But I don't even want to think about it. At all. Because if I do, I think I am going to have a massive panic attack. This is the first face to face interview since the rape. I know my interviewer is a guy. I'm not sure how I'm going to make it through this when I don't even feel confidence in my own abilities.
I wish I could find a writing job where all communication is done online.