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Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 01 April 2012 · 62 views

Despite how broken things were, I was raised in a Christian household. I had a strong faith up until the time I was about 12, and the downward spiral my life took caused me to stray. I started going back to church last summer for my big brother, but it wasn't until the end of November when my mom and I went to his graduation from Basic Training that I...


Anticipating Hell

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 28 March 2012 · 68 views

Today I have another <surgical procedure>, God, I'm sick of these things. I had a few last year and one just a month ago. The worst part is that they give me Vicodin for the pain. Vicodin tends to induce rage and depression with me. Last time I ended up cutting again, which is something I hadn't done in a long while. I'm just nervous....


Domestic Inconvenience

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 26 March 2012 · 75 views

I keep messing shit up around here. So as soon as my mom's boyfriend walked in the door he immediately started on me about an issue he knows I'm sensitive about. I stayed relatively calm told him to just stop, but the situation escalated anyway. He gave me more shit and I told him to grow up. He continued to be ignorant so I told him to fuck off....


My Dad

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 23 March 2012 · 71 views

So I've been thinking about my dad a lot lately. He's been dead for almost 15 years. About a year or two ago I gathered the composure to ask my mom about him. He was pronounced dead in our front yard at 2:21 am on August 24, 1997. My mom and my grandma witnessed him shoot himself in the head. My brother and I were asleep inside, we slept through e...


It wasn't supposed to be like this... ):

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 21 March 2012 · 97 views

So I applied for this school that I wanted to get in more than anything...and I got in. I'm really not happy though . I started secretly hoping I wouldn't get in a week or two ago when I found out that his sister goes there. Just seeing her [s]could would send me into a panic attack. They look exactly the same...when I look at her I can see h...


The Green-Eyed Monster: Issues With Jealousy

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 19 March 2012 · 67 views

My emotions have definitely been getting the best of me lately. On top of being Bipolar, I currently have horrific PMS. I've gone from being a high-strung bitch snapping at people left and right to an affectionate peacemaker willing to bend over backwards to please someone. Luckily, at this juncture, I feel neutral. My poor boyfriend has been braving...


Military And Family

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 14 March 2012 · 81 views

I never realized how much recognition and appreciation people in the Military deserve until my brother became an Airman. It becomes a whole different ballgame when you see your sibling, parent, child, cousin, spouse or best friend in uniform. If you see someone in uniform out and about, you should thank them for their services just like you would thank y...


Racing Thoughts

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 13 March 2012 · 78 views

My mind is racing like 75 miles an hour and I can't even think straight.

I have a meeting Friday at school and I'm already anticipating it going to hell. I go to an alternative school and there's not even 100 students, but we're all pretty eccentric. Students range from kindergarten to high school and deal with things like autism, behavi...



Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 08 March 2012 · 58 views

Here's how it all played out. My freshman year started on a Tuesday. Everything was okay Tuesday and Wednesday. The third day into the school year, Thursday, is when everything went to hell, when the event that brought me here took place. My mom found out Thursday night and I didn't go to school Friday. She called school that day and told the prin...


Vicodin is NOT my friend.

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 02 March 2012 · 108 views

I had a minor surgical procedure Thursday and my doctor has me on Vicodin for the pain. From past experience, Vicodin combined with my bipolar, depression and anxiety medication turned me into an emotional disaster. I cried over absolutely everything. Since my last procedure, my psychiatrist has changed some of my medications. The new medications I'm...

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