if anyone has advice, tips to make life easier or words of encouragement, I wouldn't mind hearing it.
I actually bought dr. suess folders this year for two reasons: one being that you're never too old for dr. suess. the other is that they have cute little quotes that seem like they were meant for me.
one says "today as your day! your mountain is waiting. so...get on your way!"
and the other one says "you're off to great places! you're off and away!"
so those make me smile a little bit.
and my airman is quoting a bunch of dirty heads songs to me.
but i'm still scared. it's a general consensus that i'm the most socially awkward person on planet earth. plus I never went to a conventional high school. I haven't been to any conventional school since I was in the sixth grade, and that was absolute hell.
but my mozzarella cheese and key lime mousse turned out amazing. and after I worked my ass off perfecting macarons, she decided she wanted something different. but i'm not in charge here, so I just have to go with it.
I want to hide under my bed tomorrow. I don't want to go. i'm positive i'll manage to fuck something up.