my airman got his phone temporarily shut off before he went overseas because he wouldn't have gotten service there anyway. so 97% of our communications are through social media sites. you know that noise it makes when someone instant messages you on facebook? that automatically skyrockets my heart rate and brings the biggest, stupidest smile to my face. well, it's not even like that right now. as soon as i saw the words "they're sending me somewhere else." it was like getting punched in the face. he can't tell me exactly where, so all i know is that he's relocating to a less desirable location.
i don't mean for it to seem like i'm making this situation more about me, because i know damn well it's not, but i'm really struggling with this. i'm sure he hits some rough patches, too, but he's so much stronger than me.
he said he wanted to talk via telephone before he left, so i feel like our communication may diminish, and i really don't like that. i really don't like any of this. at all.