just need to vent.
it's not usually something i talk about, probably because there's nobody i could really talk to about something like this. yesterday, i absent-mindedly threw on a pair of shorts and went out to meet an acquaintance. when i sat down, it revealed all the scars on my thighs. dozens of them. and he flipped out. it wasn't like a concerned flip, he just started telling me how ugly i am. not that my legs are ugly, but me as a whole. that it makes me disgusting. that i'm crazy. that nobody will ever find me attractive.
so today wasn't such a good day. no matter how much i try to deny it, that really hurt my feelings.