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Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 28 November 2013 · 150 views

holidays are a bitch. they seem to be unpleasant for a lot of people. i know i'm not alone, but sometimes i wish i was. because i hate this feeling, and it sucks that other people have to feel it, too. my at-school psychologist has been talking about how many crisis interventions he had to do over the two days of school that we had this week. i had to see him both days. but a lot of people have been wigging out lately. i'm attending a family event today. a huge family event. twenty-six people in a tiny, hundred year old house. my mom insists on sedating me, staggering a cocktail of benzodiazepines on an hourly basis. i'm not arguing with it. if that's what it takes, that's what it takes. and I've learned to accept that about myself. i wish it didn't take so much for me to function, but it does. and just because i'm not there yet, doesn't mean i won't get there ever.

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