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And The Hiatus Continues

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 15 July 2012 · 41 views

My fiancÚ still won't talk to me. We exchanged a few words today, but he's still mad. He kept screaming about how he's not a monster. Never once did I say, or even imply, that he was like him. When he asked me what was wrong, I told him a few things triggered a flashback and I was a little anxious. He flipped out and really seemed to have taken it personally. It wasn't until today that I remembered that he takes what happened to me quite personally, too. I don't understand why, this happened two and a half years before we even met, but he does. He said he doesn't want to touch me or see me or even talk to me...which kind of hurts, but I think I just have to give him his space. Have you ever wanted to fix a problem right away and it just wasn't gonna work out like that? That's where I'm at right now and I'm not very good with it. This sucks.

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