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mix up.

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 15 September 2014 · 41 views

somewhere along the line, I believe there was some slight confusion. the wonderful guy I refer to as "my airman" is my brother, not a lover or spouse. but, my god, that guy is my entire world. our father killed himself when i was two and my brother was five. so this five year old little boy became the man of the house, and played the roll perfectly....


i need a better way to handle my problems.

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 14 September 2014 · 48 views

after dealing with stress from the week and discussing my traumas earlier that day, i had a few drinks on friday. i thought i would just escape for the night, and deal with things better on saturday. that was a joke. even though i told myself i was going to take a hiatus from drinking (which has unfortunately become a seemingly regular thing), it didn't w...


medication question: lamictal.

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 06 September 2014 · 63 views

has anyone else had a problem with hair loss while on lamictal?
my psychiatrist put me on it as a makeshift mood stabilizer, and my hair is basically falling out. she's had me on it, off of it and then back on it again, and during the hiatus I didn't seem to have this issue.


haven't been on lately.

Posted by SomebodyLoveMe , 04 September 2014 · 43 views

I haven't been on here since august 27th, the fifth anniversary of the incident that brought me here.
it was already a hard day, but my chef uniform for my baking and pastry class made it absolute hell. it's an average chef uniform like all the ones I've worn before: coat, pants, hat, ugly nonslip shoes. but in this class we have to we...

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