Once upon a time......
I on the other hand, soak in scalding water to rid myself of the guilt sin and hurt that I feel daily. I stay in my house, rarely leaving. I sleep with the lights on, wrapped in as much clothing as I can, to make it hard for him to get me. I cannot eat foods I once enjoyed. I am happy about not being in a relationship, because I cant be forces, torn apart and left broken that way.
I feel like a freak. There is so much wrong with me I cant stay preoccupided for long.