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Somedays I feel like stained glass-pretty on the outside, but fragile and ready to break in a million pieces in less than a minute. Transparent-like you can see through me. If it were me, Id be busted on the floor. I hate being fragile, transparent. I should look as squeezed on the outside as I do on the inside. I never got my day in court, never got to face my attacker. I am ashamed to tell others what happened to me-even a little over 2 years later. I hate the judgement, the stares, the accusations.

I want a good nights sleep. Want to hang with friends. Do not want to feel this way anymore. My status of right now? Chipped stained glass with hairline cracks.
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