Stress stress and more stress
As far as T goes, mine has stalled the talk about my CSA. I am glad for that. I don't like reliving what happended when I was younger. I thought it was a game. Then later, the game turned wrong, twisted. I can't feel anymore. Numb, ice-cold. Like someone had taken me and encased me in a block of ice.
so am happy for the distraction. I would rather not relive this crap.