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Donna Mae DePola - Guest Speaker Chat ...May 25th 2013 ... for more information please read this!
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I had a T appointment today. Am left confused. She tells me I am letting my r*** run my life, due to the fact that I have gotten a LOT worse.I can no longer sleep-even with meds. It has been 2 years-I want my life back. It needs to come back-I want to stop hurting my friends and my boyfriend. I want to be able to read/ view certain media without being reminded of what happened to me.
I hate my triggers. It seems that they pop up everywhere and I need them to stop or the world to stop. I feel like the world I am in is glass and I am slipping....
Some people that know "me" don't understand what I have been through-they think this is a play for attention, a joke, a game. When I am living out my nightmares in my head and they are being replayed out into my life, there is a problem there and there is no reason for them to think that.
What happened to me was not my choice. But I have to live with the conscquences and the fear and the demons every day.
I hate my triggers. It seems that they pop up everywhere and I need them to stop or the world to stop. I feel like the world I am in is glass and I am slipping....
Some people that know "me" don't understand what I have been through-they think this is a play for attention, a joke, a game. When I am living out my nightmares in my head and they are being replayed out into my life, there is a problem there and there is no reason for them to think that.
What happened to me was not my choice. But I have to live with the conscquences and the fear and the demons every day.
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This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
