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WELL I DIDNT GO ON MY DATE. THE GUY NEVER SHOWED UP SO I FEEL A LITTLE SAFER. MY THREEE MONTH ANNI WAS SUNDAY THE 12TH. I CRIED NONSTOP[ THAT DAY AND MY FRIENDS THAT I AM LIVING WITH DROVE ME TO CORNERSTONE. THEY EMERGENCY ADMITTED ME THEN SENT IN A MALE T TO TALK TO ME. I REMEMBER TELLING HIM=YOURE NOT A GIRL= THEN, AFTER MY LANDLORD BRIEFED HIM ON WHAT WAS GOING ON, THEY MADE ME GO BACK AND SPEAK WITH A FEMALE T.
I AM HAVING TROUBLE WITH MY WORDS. I CANT TELL HER THE STUFF THAT HAPPENED. I AM ASHAMED. SHOULD I NOT TALK AND LET HER READ MY BLOG??? I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
HIS VOICE WONT STOP. I KEEP HEARING IT IN MY HEAD....SMELLING HIMM FEELING HIM AND I HAVE EBARELY HAD ANY SLEEP IN4 DAYS.
I NEED SOMEONE!!!!I NEED A FREIND. I HURT
I AM HAVING TROUBLE WITH MY WORDS. I CANT TELL HER THE STUFF THAT HAPPENED. I AM ASHAMED. SHOULD I NOT TALK AND LET HER READ MY BLOG??? I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
HIS VOICE WONT STOP. I KEEP HEARING IT IN MY HEAD....SMELLING HIMM FEELING HIM AND I HAVE EBARELY HAD ANY SLEEP IN4 DAYS.
I NEED SOMEONE!!!!I NEED A FREIND. I HURT
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About my blog
This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
I had a T in high school that I had read my blogs. I would print her out my poems and other misc writings and show her my artwork... and it was an easier way for me to tell her what was going on when I didn't want to say it with my voice.
soulconstance, on 20 September 2010 - 01:37 PM, said:
I had a T in high school that I had read my blogs. I would print her out my poems and other misc writings and show her my artwork... and it was an easier way for me to tell her what was going on when I didn't want to say it with my voice.