I wish I was a mirror...

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I wish I was a mirror...

08 August 2010

Posted by amandaunderthepink

I wish I was a mirror. I hate what I see when I look at myself. I can't deal with this anymore... If I was a mirror, I'd crack into a thousand pieces. I can't deal with this anymore. i feel like I am losing my mind....

I don't loike myself anymore. I don't feel complete. I feel broken, damaged, ect....
I am alone, and I don't like it. I can't take being not on my own. I have had it. I am ready to move on and as long as I can. I need to keep my head above water.And I can't living here. I can't keep my head up anymore.

There is no one else I can live with andI feel like I am living in hell. I feel like I am slowly sinking. That I cannot breathe. Homeless shelters will not take me. I am stuck. I never dreamed Id be so unhappy.

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1 Comments On This Entry

Awwwww *hugs* Wish I had something to say that would help but all I can say is I know exactly how your feel. You pretty much discribed the way i feel..hope things get better for you soon x

confuddled, 08 August 2010 - 07:40 PM