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So what was the reason I was raped? Why did that happen to me? I used to be a smart, cool, fun woman. Now I am nothing. I am ready for a boyfriend, and no one seems interested.Did I do something wrong? Do men see marks on me? I was a real hot commodity until I was raped.. I was a virgin at 28 years old. That was stolen from me and will never come back, and now men will either see me as a piece of meat, or a victim. Not a smart, sucessful woman that I used to be. I used to be fun sweet and happy. I want that girl back.
Now I believe that no one will ever want me-that I am damaged goods. I try so hard to function on 20-30 mins of sleep. I have nightmares all the time. I cant seem to move on.
Now I believe that no one will ever want me-that I am damaged goods. I try so hard to function on 20-30 mins of sleep. I have nightmares all the time. I cant seem to move on.
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I'm so sorry hun. I know its hard to think that live can go on when something so terrible happens to you it seems like an endless abyss that you're trying to crawl out of. All you can seem to do is remember; have flashbacks, become depressed, self-hating you're self for what happened, and etc. But life does move on you may not be that girl you once were but you can become better if you choose to. You just have to take steps to get there. Please do not let him win you're life and your soul. I hope you can find it in you to somehow continue moving on and keep trying to live life to the fullest (as cliche as my reponse sounds).
Believe2589,
20 July 2010 - 02:16 AM
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