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I guess it worked

28 November 2012
Posted by crazysanegirl  
Saying it out loud. Stopping myself mid-way. Posting here. Sharing feelings.

I never ever talk about my feelings. I'm afraid of them. They are overwhelming.

I didn't send the email to the client.

I know what's good for me.



In other news, my best friend ditched me. I sent her that one email too much and she told me...
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Posted by crazysanegirl  
Coming clean post. I did it again. The time between times gets longer and longer though... At least there's that that's positive.

I think the last time was in 2009. And then, one month ago.

I didn't do it for the same reason I did it the other times. Something didn't come over me - something came over me other times when...
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I need to cool it down

10 November 2012
Posted by crazysanegirl  
Stop taking everything so seriously.
Stop seeing everything you do as bad, irresponsible, immature, misguided.
You're doing the best that you can with what you have.
So you have issues; like a drug addict sometimes you fail, you go back to it.
So fucking what?
You don't need to pray while it's happening.
You don't need to pray...
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I did it again

09 November 2012
Posted by crazysanegirl  
Mrs. E said maybe it didn't have to do with control.

"Maybe you need to be in the role of the victim."

Victim? Me? No, I do it because I get pleasure out of controling them! Escort, I mean. Courtisane. Whore. Whatever. I did it again. Well, there's a story behind it but I haven't told Mrs. E.

The story is that...
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