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i need to run...

I want to run. Run far away, keep on running until i am the furthest away from the problem. Run hard, so I can feel the pounding of my heart in my chest. To know that my heart is this way because of something I've done and not just because I'm scared or alone or thinking abotu what has happened. I hate not having control over my emotions. i need a way to control them. Nothing in my life is controllable at the moment. My job, my relationships, nothing. I hate it! I try so hard but it always back fires. Why?! Is there something wrong with me? Or is it just them? There's too much going wrong for it to be them. It has to be me. I need to find a way to get this control back.
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