struggling a bit today :'(
I hate the fact that whilst I'm being punished, he's not. He's happy, living without a care in the world. I'm the one that's feeling upset all the time, crying my eyes out in the evening and just generally feeling like utter sh*te!
I know it's natural to feel like this, but I just want the pain to be over. Why is it taking so long? I just want the tears to stop flowing, to stop being so damn clingy with people and for me to go back to the way I was before this happened.