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I feel like anyone I have ever trusted has turned me down. Anyone I have ever gotten close to has hurt me in some way. I feel surrounded by people, yet so alone. I don't even know what to say.
I hate the fact that whilst I'm being punished, he's not. He's happy, living without a care in the world. I'm the one that's feeling upset all the time, crying my eyes out in the evening and just generally feeling like utter sh*te!
I know it's natural to feel like this, but I just want the pain to be over. Why is it taking so long? I just want the tears to stop flowing, to stop being so damn clingy with people and for me to go back to the way I was before this happened.
I hate the fact that whilst I'm being punished, he's not. He's happy, living without a care in the world. I'm the one that's feeling upset all the time, crying my eyes out in the evening and just generally feeling like utter sh*te!
I know it's natural to feel like this, but I just want the pain to be over. Why is it taking so long? I just want the tears to stop flowing, to stop being so damn clingy with people and for me to go back to the way I was before this happened.
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I will try to keep any reference to specific SI behaviour to a minimum however reference to the assault will not always be censored. I don't want to trigger anyone so just want you to be warned. Most of the time it will be okay but just so you are aware. Take gentle care.
