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was I really again?!

Posted by tamz , 26 November 2012 · 61 views

I just can't do this any more! I told a friend what happened with my ex a few months back and he said it was the r word! I can't deal with this, I just can't. Why does this keep happening?! It's like the third person now, why?!?!?!?!!?
Angry, upset, confused, just can't deal. Really really really trig...


If today was your last day

Posted by tamz , 24 November 2012 · 55 views

The song by Nickelback. I'm listening to it and it's making me think. If today WAS my last day, the one thing I'd be most worried about is dying with cuts. Apart from the actual dying bit obviously and it just being the end, I'd be worried about my parents finding out that I still self harm, I'd be absolutely horrified if they found...


just not dealing atm

Posted by tamz , 23 November 2012 · 56 views

I swear I've been here before. Same feelings, same actions - the ones I thought I'd gotten over / dealt with countless times but no matter what I do, I always seem to end up back in this place - feeling rubbish, scared, not coping, self harming, feeling bad about self harming and goodness knows what other feelings.

It's a silly reason to be...

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I will try to keep any reference to specific SI behaviour to a minimum however reference to the assault will not always be censored. I don't want to trigger anyone so just want you to be warned. Most of the time it will be okay but just so you are aware. Take gentle care.

November 2012


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