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Im nothing but an abyss
Pit of anger that burns like hunger in
When I was younger I found ways to release the pain inside of me
But now I am just stuck in my own hell
And fear going to hell
As I write my death notes
And if I leave my children will they end up just like me, will they hate me
And if I keep them with an empty mom
will they be messed up then
I cant feel anymore
I dont know how to talk about it
Never learned and when I tried I was told to shut up
When all I wanna do is fuck some shit up
Like THEY fucked me up
No one understands
So Im left to my own demise