Another Tuesday night. It was a good day, but I'm really hoping I'll have a good night's sleep tonight. I'm starting physical therapy tomorrow, and am a little bit nervous, even thought I've done it before. It's for my fibromyalgia. I'm in so much pain, I can hardly walk by the time I hit about 4pm. It doesn't help when I'm depressed.
Saturday night, the whole thing with my cousin came into my head again, and I'm really struggling to get it out. My husband offered to share a blanket, and I instantly saw my cousin doing the same thing when I was 12 and stuck in his room with him mostly naked. I just want to forget! Why can't I just forget??