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i go to my psychiatrist today. i'm a bit scared this time around, since i've been cutting the past few days. not deep, it doesn't even really bleed, but it gets out what's inside. :tear:/> i'm afraid that if i tell him that, he's going to have me go to the psych ward at the hospital. my appointment is really just to talk about meds, but that's usually only 15 mins -- i scheduled a 30 minute appointment today so i can really tell him everything that's going on. if i don't take the sedative, i turn into a b**** by 3pm, a complete wreck by 3:30 or 4. yesterday i was so upset about not being able to find a pair of pants that i was throwing laundry everywhere, trying to find them. i ended up in a little ball on the floor, sobbing, surrounded by clothes, all because i couldn't find a pair of pants. my poor husband didn't know what to do with me.
i feel so screwed up!
i feel so screwed up!
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