what a day!
i can encourage others, but not myself.
where's my encouragement?
where're my courage?
my courage lies in others telling me i'm not awful.
my esteem relies on others telling me i'm worth their time,
worth the air i breathe.
i feel i'm not worth anything.
to my son, i'm his source of food.
to my husband... actually, i don't know anymore.
so tell me:
what am i worth to me?