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I don't know why i keep getting into these funks even when i don't realize it. It is like i feel out of place,distant, spacey..i don't even know. It has been forever since i have been on here and i guess i just need to vent/journal it out so sorry if you click my blog but this is more of a..i don't know.
I feel like my head is going to explode, my thoughts are all over, i feel like a mess, i am not sure if i am going to pass this semester at school, i am screwing up every relationship that means something to me, i can't be okay with myself the way i am, and i have no idea who i am or where to go. I feel lost. I know i am not alone and i wish that could help but i feel like i am deep in that pit and do not know how to climb back out..to an extent i wish i didn't want to but i know that there is more out there than this feeling that has consumed my life.
Before i told i felt like i was happy almost all of the time but now it is hard to get through one day. I feel like i don't know how to have fun, be happy, and i lost my ability to just let things go.
I can't finish homework, or a thought, or anything basic without becoming agitated and worn out. I don't get what is wrong with me.
There is so much more i need to say but don't know how i guess i am just hoping putting this in words will help take pain away.
I feel like my head is going to explode, my thoughts are all over, i feel like a mess, i am not sure if i am going to pass this semester at school, i am screwing up every relationship that means something to me, i can't be okay with myself the way i am, and i have no idea who i am or where to go. I feel lost. I know i am not alone and i wish that could help but i feel like i am deep in that pit and do not know how to climb back out..to an extent i wish i didn't want to but i know that there is more out there than this feeling that has consumed my life.
Before i told i felt like i was happy almost all of the time but now it is hard to get through one day. I feel like i don't know how to have fun, be happy, and i lost my ability to just let things go.
I can't finish homework, or a thought, or anything basic without becoming agitated and worn out. I don't get what is wrong with me.
There is so much more i need to say but don't know how i guess i am just hoping putting this in words will help take pain away.
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