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So...where to start..well i havn't been on here for awhile, i am not to sure where my head is right now. the last few weeks have been crazy. I dont know what to think of anything. the trial is suppose to start very soon and it is shutting my body down. I waske up numb..i have to lay in bed for like 10 minutes before i can even move or comprehend what is going on..i cant stand up for long periods of time before getting dizzy and having to sit down. i will randdomly puke. it is horrible. I want my life back. i want to be able to breathe, to do, to have fun, to live. I feel as if i am a mummy walking through life..i am not sure how much more i cna take of school. i need to make it through but it is so hard. i cant even break down and cry. my body wont let me, i dont get this. I need to know!! i dont know what to do, im lost. i cant even feell my fingers anymoer i cant feel what i am douiing..i just do
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i feel the same way. the getting sick randomly and the dizzy spells i have also. ive always felt numb since i can rememeber. your not alone. if you need to talk im always here to help as much as i can.
flutterby514,
28 May 2010 - 09:13 PM
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