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Memorial Day

Posted by bellachai , 26 May 2014 · 171 views

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The world according to Mr. Fake

Posted by bellachai , 23 May 2014 · 215 views

When my daughter works and her boyfriend is off he sometimes borrows the truck I drive.  Yesterday I had an appointment with my Hematologist doctor (which went fine BTW blood work was good) and when I got back home I cleaned out all the junk left in there that was not mine.  My daughter and her boyfriend are not good at putting things where they...


Interesting Stuff

Posted by bellachai , 19 May 2014 · 538 views

Whenever I go out to my mother's place as I did this last Saturday I practice a mantra while driving:  Please no TMI today, Please no TMI today......  Since my dad died my mother has this new thing of telling me stuff I really do not want to know, way too much information.  My mantra did not work this last Saturday.  Oh my!!!!


What a Week!

Posted by bellachai , 15 May 2014 · 120 views

This silly blonde pushed a refresh button on my PC and erased everything on it this last Monday.   It took 12 hours to reload everything.  Since I was sent to ground zero I decided to upgrade from Windows 8 to Windows 8.1.  Not a fan of Windows 8 so was glad the upgrade went well and is a little better than Windows 8.  Today I fin...



Posted by bellachai , 11 May 2014 · 166 views

A couple of weeks ago my mother informed me on the phone that she realized she did not like her mother  She respected her mother but does not feel any love for her.  My Grandmother was my hero as she was not afraid of the evil stepfather.  I believe she could have decked him to the ground if she had a mind to. He was a coward and was a...


Moody Fatigue

Posted by bellachai , 09 May 2014 · 150 views

Careful some cussing in this rant!
I am feeling the urge to find my grumpy pants and put them on.   I can feel my friends Sarcasm and Cynical parking on the tip of my tongue.  My secret enemy, Nightmares has invaded my dreams for three nights in a row.  He has not visited me for a very long time.  T...



Posted by bellachai , 08 May 2014 · 141 views

My son called my mother on Easter and told her about his new girlfriend  My mother asked him what happened to the last girlfriend.  Well he gave her his credit card in which she spent $400.00 and then dumped him and refused to pay him back as promised.  My mother told him he was like me his mother; too nice and she hoped he learned his less...



Posted by bellachai , 16 April 2014 · 144 views

I do have other things to blog about but I am really fatigued today. 
Something has been frustrating me lately here on Pandys.  When I blog or reply to a PM I have access to the emoticons :)  but when I reply to a blog I don't get that option. 
Is this happening to anyone else?  How do I fix it if anyone knows? ...


Emotional Deprivation Disorder

Posted by bellachai , 15 April 2014 · 700 views

I ran across an article titled this.  I never heard of this disorder.  Something to think about and I would guess if it is a real disorder then many here at Pandys including myself would have it. 
There is not much research on emotional abuse or touch deprivation yet many scientist believe it is the worst form of abuse.  These s...


Bad News and Good News

Posted by bellachai , 14 April 2014 · 125 views

I am upset, disappointed, frustrated and somewhat freaked out right now.  What a perfect time to blog.
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I filled out an application in March for assistance with my heating bill and the deadline to sending it in was April 1st....

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