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I have been lurking here just reading without comment nor typing in my own blog. Too tired and weary and sad I guess. Yet I still am able to care and wish that others did not have to feel and live the way I do. Ah but there it is.
I have been sharing my computer with my daughter as hers needs repairing which of course means I do not have mine as much not that that matters much as everyday I have had health issues to deal with. I think the majority of tests are almost done therefore less time away from home for that sort of thing.
My dryer got repaired. My cooler got repaired and is now working well. I have a new used refrigerator that runs well. I have my dad's truck to take me to all the numerous doctor's appointments I seem to have. My daughter is safe with me rather than living on the street of Rock Spring's with her boyfriend Jake who is still there. They actually asked me to let him borrow my toyota 4 runner while in Rock Springs as he would be getting a great job and would not need to go to the Job Corp to get his GED/high school diploma. I have heard that sory before and if my daughter wants to believe that BS over and over again then so be it but it will be without my vehicle that isn't running right now anyway as I cannot afford registration and insurance. So since then he has had a few temper tantrums which has causes my daughter to be in tears which causes me anxiety. My mother is constantly asking me for updates on my duaghter and her boyfriend like has she done this yet and has she done that yet and what is she going to do and he is not coming here is he. My mother has some kind of intense hatred for him and feels my daughter is the most stupidest girl on the planet. Well at least my daughter, nor have I ever hooked up with nor actually married a pediphile like she did. I guess my daughter is not quite as stupid.
With all that has been going on and while I once again wish I lived alone and the retirement to the Oregon coast gets more appealing by the day reality is that I am once again without funds to pay the internet bill on time so will be soon shut off until I can pay the bill which I do not know when that will be. I will not be able to lurk even for awhile and that makes me sadder.
I am wishing you all well while I am away and I will be thinking of you sending good vibes, safe hugs and many blessings. Take good care of you.
I have been sharing my computer with my daughter as hers needs repairing which of course means I do not have mine as much not that that matters much as everyday I have had health issues to deal with. I think the majority of tests are almost done therefore less time away from home for that sort of thing.
My dryer got repaired. My cooler got repaired and is now working well. I have a new used refrigerator that runs well. I have my dad's truck to take me to all the numerous doctor's appointments I seem to have. My daughter is safe with me rather than living on the street of Rock Spring's with her boyfriend Jake who is still there. They actually asked me to let him borrow my toyota 4 runner while in Rock Springs as he would be getting a great job and would not need to go to the Job Corp to get his GED/high school diploma. I have heard that sory before and if my daughter wants to believe that BS over and over again then so be it but it will be without my vehicle that isn't running right now anyway as I cannot afford registration and insurance. So since then he has had a few temper tantrums which has causes my daughter to be in tears which causes me anxiety. My mother is constantly asking me for updates on my duaghter and her boyfriend like has she done this yet and has she done that yet and what is she going to do and he is not coming here is he. My mother has some kind of intense hatred for him and feels my daughter is the most stupidest girl on the planet. Well at least my daughter, nor have I ever hooked up with nor actually married a pediphile like she did. I guess my daughter is not quite as stupid.
With all that has been going on and while I once again wish I lived alone and the retirement to the Oregon coast gets more appealing by the day reality is that I am once again without funds to pay the internet bill on time so will be soon shut off until I can pay the bill which I do not know when that will be. I will not be able to lurk even for awhile and that makes me sadder.
I am wishing you all well while I am away and I will be thinking of you sending good vibes, safe hugs and many blessings. Take good care of you.
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You are an my mind often. Still your silent cheerleader too.
Blessings to you