A New day and more pain
So moving forward with my physical health issues. One more hurdle and that is with the hemotologist/oncologist regarding my blood thinners. I see him next Tuesday.
The Home Health people called today to let me know that they did not have anyone to send me for my scheduled time. The person that was here on Tuesday was going to go home but she went home sick. So I am grateful a sick person did not come here. Today would be the day they do my grocery shopping. I have little food in the house so that is kind of a bummer cuz I will have to go in the morning.
My exhusband called me this afternoon letting me know my daughter called him. He asked if she was alright and she answered she and Jake were fine. He asked her where she was living and she stated she was not telling anyone where they are staying. He told her that I was very upset and worried about her and was she going to call me. She stated no cuz she hates me. He told her that unless she objected he would call to let me know she was alright. She did not object. He would have called me either way.
I am devestated. I was the last one of her family and friends here that who tolerated Jake and would be around him. He lived here rent free for three years. I fed him. Every job he had here in that time never lasted longer than three weeks. She calls a father who ignored and neglected her the entire time I raised her without child support from him. I have been behind all the way through all her illnesses and all of her breakups with Jake. I defended her choice to be with him to other family members. AND SHE HATES ME????
I am not emotionally stable today. Right now I am really feeling good about setting a boundry and sticking to it.
Blessings to all