still standing sort of
I still am so low on energy that I am struggling with everything that I have done today which is nothing. I am struggling with nothing. Wow that makes alot sense.
I have a migraine too it has not reached the stage of must close my eyes after vomiting. I am hoping and hoping that I feel better and get some things done that I need to get done tomorrow.
I would gladly fall asleep right now but I am waiting for my mother to call me as a friend of my dad's for 35 years wife died from cervical cancer (another lady who did not see any reason to get regular PAP smears). She would still be alive if she had the test regularly. It is just so sad especially for her husband. He and my dad were close friends. They worked together for 30 years or more. They were hunting and fishing buddys even after Dad and Mom moved out of the Denver area to the Western Slope when dad retired. Dad's friend has lost one of his best friends and his wife of 40 some years all in six months. He told me when he came when dad died that his wife was his faithful fishing buddy. They went often just the two of them. Now I cry for his loss as it is twofold.
As usualI got of tract there it is just so sad. My mother wants me to order flowers for her funeral online. I need to ask her some questions before I hit the last send button. The price of flowers are outrageous and some of them were wo beautiful.
Blessings to all