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I am so tired that I have not spoken any words for two days. I don't know if I am just recharging my batteries or if I have come down to the point of not really giving a shit but if that were true I would not be ridden with this sickening overwhelming sensation of guilt for pushing everyone and everything away and not being there for friends and family.
I am sick and tired of fighting for what I need not to mention anything I may 'want'. I don't believe I am even being heard in R/L so why bother speaking? Perhaps people are tired of hearing about my pain and needs or maybe they just don't give a damn or perhaps their own life is too full and painful. IDK.
Maybe I will snap out of this soon. IDK
Blessings to all