Depression is great isn't it?
I don't want to stay awake today but I don't want to go to sleep. I don't want to clean my dirty house and I want the house clean and quiet yet no motivation to get it that way even though I know it would make me feel better. My limbs feel heavy and I feel like moving would be beyond my strength yet I wish I was on a beach somewhere just walking alone. I want to feel good but then I don't care.
It seems just to be an effort to even blog. I am failing to type what I feel as I feel empty. How do you type emptiness? How do you type empty? How do you type apathy? Does this pass and if so when? Only questions today but no answers, there never seems to be answers.