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My Sister

Posted by bellachai , 25 March 2013 · 89 views

We are not close. Sadly she is my only sibling. She is only 13 months younger than I. Both of us were accidents. I have very few memories of us being close. We were/are strangers to each other.

Perhaps we were close before I turned 5. My mother ran off with the evil stepfather and married him as soon as her divorce from my Dad was final. Somethi...


Chronically weary

Posted by bellachai , 21 March 2013 · 142 views

I blew off two doctor's appointments this week. My hematologist this last Tuesday and internist yesterday. I also was supposed to go to the hospital lab before these appointment for blood work. I told my mother, my daughter and her boyfriend last week and again this last Monday.

No one offered to go with me nor have any of them asked how my appoin...


A Rough Couple of Days

Posted by bellachai , 20 March 2013 · 81 views

The gas/heat was shut off yesterday and it is 36 degrees in my house. I am cold. My daughter's boyfriend opened the account. I applied for assistance and was granted it but it does not pay for all of it. Not enough money to pay for it.

Still waiting for Social Security disability.

My daughter gets paid for 8.5 hours a week for my personal care....


Blasts from the past Part 1

Posted by bellachai , 13 March 2013 · 62 views

One fairly recent and one years ago.

I took my mother yesterday to have an endoscopy. We had to drive to the bigger town of Grand Junction which is around 54 miles. It was a clinic/surgercenter that only does endoscopys and colonoscopys.

I sat with her in her prep room. I became uncomfortable and felt like I might have a panic attack (I didn't t...


Pain in the Neck

Posted by bellachai , 11 March 2013 · 86 views

in more ways than one!

A very sweet and special person here reminded me that I have not blogged in some time. I believe she was also reminding me that blogging has helped me in the past. She is correct.

I have been lurking here reading. Since my computer exploded I have been sharing my daughter's computer with her and her boyfriend so I never...

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