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Posted by bellachai , 28 November 2012 · 73 views

Often when I feel overwhelmed or feel sorrow for how my life has turned out I recite a part of a poem by William Wordsworth. Thought I would share:

"What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now forever taken from my sight
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendor on the grass, of glory in the flower
We will grieve not, rather fi...


Yahoo!/Boo Hoo

Posted by bellachai , 24 November 2012 · 83 views

Some mood swings at my house for the last few days. I think it is my daughter and her boyfriend but perhaps they are the even tempered nonpouting ones and it is me who has gone over the edge. ????? At any rate they at least will be gone for a couple more hours and I am grateful. I share my PC with them and so I do not get the time I would like to spen...


The short gift of peace and quiet

Posted by bellachai , 20 November 2012 · 76 views

It is so sad that a quality life depends so much on money of which I have very little of.

The quality of my life also depends on quiet and peace. I had a few hours while my daughter and her boyfriend went over to a childhood friend of my daughter to hang out with a few other people. They fought almost all day about her friends. He did not want her to...


What did I say?

Posted by bellachai , 06 November 2012 · 100 views

I have been quiet on here and in real life. If my daughter tells me one more time "mom, you told me that already" or "mom I told you that before" I think I would lose it and pull out all of my hair :gaah:

I DO remember my daughter telling me the other day that I am the most un-self absorbed person in the world. At first I felt that to...

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