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Appointment disappointment

27 October 2012
Posted by bellachai  
I received a phone call right at 8am Thursday from the woman who teaches DBT. She stated that she has not called cuz there had been a death in her family so she is behind and a new module won't be starting for another two weeks or so. She wanted to know if I still wanted to participate in DBT. She would call me before it starts. Yeah okay...
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Posted by bellachai  
Early into my marriage in my early twenties my husband and I were invited to some friend's wedding and reception afterwards. My job would not allow me to take that day off to attend but said they would let me get off early to at least attend some of the reception.

When I got to the reception it had only 30 more minutes till everyone had to...
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I am not in a good place. It seems all I do is go to the doctors and lab tests and I am still so exhausted since getting out of the hospital. I am still the big mystery as to why and what kind of clotting disorder I have especially when there is no one that I know of in my family that even had a blood clot anywhere.

My daughter's boyfriend...
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Barter with the martyr

11 October 2012
Posted by bellachai  
I called my mother last night to see how she is and a chat. I am back to where it is me that has to call.

She told me that her furnace is not working. I asked if she has called anyone to look at it. Well no she hasn't cuz she does not have the money (a big lie and as if I am stupid). She has to wait for either her social security or...
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Neighbors behaviors

10 October 2012
Posted by bellachai  
I live in a small rural town. The county I live in's population is around 9000. Mostly farm, orchard, horse, cattle and sheep county. I live in town.

I live on a small street, only 7 houses. The back of my house has a gate to a city park that has no equipment just grass. But I do have neighbors.

When my daughter and I were leaving to go...
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New Knees Please

09 October 2012
Posted by bellachai  
My daughter and I went out to my mother's place sunday and helped her pick apples from her two trees. One tree has golden delicious and the other is red delicious. I did alright, more than my mother but it was my daughter who did most of it. My daughter told me she was proud of me cuz I pushed my self in this activity. I like harvesting. ...
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People I use to know

07 October 2012
Posted by bellachai  
Friday I ran two errands and saw my primary physician who was new to me as he replaces the one I had and she left the area.

I went by myself cuz I was feeling smothered. My daughter and her boyfriend here in my house all the time watching me. The increase of hours for my home health care. Needed some time alone and it was beautiful outside. ...
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Always a blood issue

02 October 2012
Posted by bellachai  
Yesterday I felt pretty good. I had an appointment at the Rat Poison clinic to check my INR (the thickness/thinness of my blood). It was 3.1. Not a bad place to be but adjusted my Warfarin to maintain it as is or lower it a bit so have to go again next week.

I thought that I was strong enough yesterday to go with my daughter to Walmart to do...
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Trivia

01 October 2012
Posted by bellachai  
It has become my routine since getting home from the hospital to go to bed early in order to get up between 4 and 6am so that I can have my computer to myself without interuption for hours. I love to see the sunrise as well. This has not worked out to my satisfaction the last 3 days as my daughter's boyfriend has been sick and unable (he...
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