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Dancing breathlessly

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My 4 year fight has ended and I have won. Social Security Disability has been approved for me. Will be getting my settlement check going back to November 2010 mid June. My first monthly Social Security amount will be June...
I received a call just a few minutes ago from the Social Security office in Denver. He stated that I did not need to go to the doctor's appointment they scheduled for me. What doctor's appointment? Apparently I have not received that request in the mail yet. He stated I did not need to go cuz they have all the information from my...
These are the rules:

If you do not look like you have any serious illnesses then you are not ill.

If you do not do anything and/or do not work then you are lazy and worthless.

If you try real hard to be optimistic and positive then your ailments are all in your head.

If you do not look or speak in crazy ways then you do not have a mental...

Bad Form

Some miracles can happen. My daughter and boyfriend went with my daughter's friend since the 3rd grade and her husband to a walk-a-thon for CAWS and the monster puppy got to go too. My daughter worked last night from 10pm till 6am babysitting an elderly wnoman who has dementia. So she was really tired but went anyway.

My daughter walked to...
:bawling:/>/> I feel as if I am surrounded by nothing but disappointment. I know they all feed off each other like I am being engulfed by fire and all the disappointments are doing a war dance all around me just waiting for me to die. I keep fighting to stay alive and I ask myself why do I keep fighting?

I had a doctors appointment with my...
ewwwwwwwwweeeeeee Liar liar pants on fire.

He looked who he calls mom (me) in the eye and lied to my face, then followed it by another lie and then followed that lie with another. All to 'make' me think he is not hiding things from me for his own selfishness or an unknown whatever.

They have been together now for 4 1/2 years. My...

Blood Thinners

I decided this morning that it was way past time to shave my legs which is a major chore when you don't have hot water and have to heat water on the stove and carry it to the bathroom. I had a new disposable razor and shaving cream and got right to it. Now I know why they won't allow my home health people to shave or trim nails when you...

Paint me invisable

I need to find some paint that will render me invisible then I would match how I feel.

Blessings to all

Crap follows crap

Perhaps I am an experiment of how much adversity and how long I can endure before I break forever.

My ex, the father of my children still owes me over $20,000. in arrears child support and for the most part he has been pretty good about sending money every other week. A couple months ago he decided to reduce his payments per month by...

Well okay I do know why.

My intentions were to write more on my last blog entry but as soon as I wrote that one sentence I chickened out. Maybe it is fear or something I cannot put my finger on.

My physical pain is valid as it was so damn cold this week and I do not have heat or hot water. Very inconvenient and worsens pain. Some pain can feed off my depression as...
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