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Hiding from and kidding myself

Posted by Zelda , 24 June 2014 · 137 views

While I think most people are delusional to the extent they are conscious for what they can bare. And the rest is supressed or twisted into some other reality. We all do it, right, I mean everyone makes up stories to comfort I think. But to the extent I have been hiding out from others and myself has made things difficult until it has now come to a head. I've stayed home from work yesterday and today while I deal with this latest round of crippling depression and anxiety. Trying not to feel guilty and fearful of losing my job. I've let go a bit try to experience myself in small doses while remaining sane. Just rambling I guess.

We do what we have to.



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