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Posted by blondie2002  
I was talking with my mom when we went to pick up my perscription, and she agreed to let me continue T. Of course it wouldn't have been necessary if B hadn't called me. :tear: She's hopeing R can still work with me.

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Posted by blondie2002   in Family
I had just recently checked out a few books from the Pandy's library, and I brought the one I'm currently reading up to her house to read and I (not thinking it about it) left it on one of the endtables while I got up to do something, and then shortly after that my mom gently pulls me aside and says: "Not to be rude B, but I don't...
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Posted by blondie2002   in Family
My dad and his new gf just barely got into town for a visit, and in between the "getting to know her" chat he casually mentions that they're getting married. :blink: (I only "met" her on the webcam) He told me not to freak out, (which I'm not) on the outside but inside I'm a bundle of emoitons.(:yahoo:.:yay:...
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Posted by blondie2002   in Friends
I was Iming my bff T tonight, and she ended up getting angry at me. :( (Mainly b/c it didn't click with me right away that she was talking about her ex)I gently tried steering the conversation onto what I thought was a more pleasent topic, her son J but unfortuneatly that too (:trigger: for language)pissed her off. :angry: So I gave up.
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Posted by blondie2002  
I finally, got a chance to talk to my mom about putting me back into therepy, and she said no. :hugsplease: She said that I just need to quit talking about it, and dwelling on it. I understand what she's saying but at the same time, I still have a lot of unresolved feelings about it. I know alot of it is...
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I feel forgotten about

14 January 2010
Posted by blondie2002  
I was talking to my mom yesterday, and I asked her if she was going to do anything for me for my birthday (I know I'll be 27 and it shouldn't matter if my mom does anything for me for my birthday,it does in a small way) :( anyway, I when I asked her her repsonse was: "Shoot I forgot it was your birthday". I almost had to work...
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Posted by blondie2002  
I've been on "happy pills" ever since I was 16, and I just wish I could be happy without them. Anyone else feel this way or am I the minority? :(

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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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