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Posted by blondie2002   in Family
I hate how my parent's just let my sister run wild and they just DON'T CARE! :( :angry: For example, it's a weeknight (almost 12:30 am) and she's out crusing with her older friends and I've been presatty much stuck at their house because of my surgury (which went smothly)and no one's bothered to come and visit me...
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Posted by blondie2002   in Dateing
I was talking to my cousin R about the fact that it's been 4 yrs since I've had a date with anyone since B hurt me :tear: and the fact that my friend S has been trying to set me up with her friend J but things keep comeing up and R said maby it wasn't meant to be. Maby she's right, maby I'm not meant to be part of a...

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I think I'm being lied to!

12 November 2010
Posted by blondie2002   in Dateing
I talked to J about a week ago and he mentioned that he had run into S and according to him, S didn't even acknowledge him! :blink: She hasn't even called to say when we're going to get together. So I've comne to the unfortuneate conclusion that I've been lied to and that S had no intentions of ever setting us up....
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I know this might sound harsh, but the excitement over my blind date with J is starting to wear off. :( I feel guilty about it becuse S and S have been trying very hard to set this up, but I can't help it. Especially when I can't get J*** off my mind.

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Posted by blondie2002   in Dateing
After talking to J (my friend S's friend) for about a month on the phone to try and get to know each other, my friend S was "finally" able to get in touch with him and we're supposed to getting together I think next week. I'm really nervous, eventhough I've gotten to know J well enough to know he wouldn't try and make...
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Posted by blondie2002   in Dateing
When I was at my friend S's and Z'z reception last week, I happen to run into my friend J and we were chatting and then "he" asks if the 2 of us could get our picture taken. I Of course said
sure, why not". This might sound weird since I'm 27, (but then agian I don't have much dateing experiance and so I'm...
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Posted by blondie2002   in Dateing
I was on my friend W's facebook page last week checking out the recent updates and what not to her status, and then I started talking to this guy Jay that I went to HS with and decided to add him as a friend on facebook. (I haven't actually seen him since high school). Well eversince we've been talking I've been getting a weird...
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Posted by blondie2002   in Dateing
I talked to J (the guy my friend S wamts to set me up with) on the phone a few nights ago to try and get to know him better and vice versa. Well I've only talked to him once (the night S gave him my cell #) but ever since then I've gotten butterflies in my stomach. (So far no icky vibe)I haven't felt this way since my job coach C :wub:...
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Posted by blondie2002   in Family
My dad just just got married this past Saturday, :yay: and now I have a new step mom and 4(?) new stepsiblings. I mean logically it shouldn't be "that" big of a deal b/c all of P's kids are around the same ages as R and I, but I still feel :unsure: about the whole thing.

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I was thinking about this when I went in to see Dr.C on Monday. This might sound kind of weird but when he puts his hand on my back while he's adjusting it, it's actually comforting. Whenever my mom's ex M would touch me (give me a :hug: or something) it gave me the creeps. I definately got that vibe the second I met B ::)barf:

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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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