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it's all new....

Posted by missophelia , 09 March 2014 · 163 views

Everything feels new to me.  Different.  Changed.  Changing.
Maybe that's a good thing?
New and different work will come up for me.  When I am ready to return to work, it will not be the house cleaning I have done for so long.  Quite honestly, I have been unhappy doing that for quite some time now.  I don't find any meaning to the work.  Don't get me wrong.  I love helping people.  Cleaning houses  is a way to help.  But it is mindless work, really.  There is no satisfaction and fulfillment to me in cleaning houses, other than taking what was dirty and making it clean.
For quite some time now I have blogged here.  I know that I will continue.  I love it here.  I love everyone here.  We are quite the wonderful group, quite the wonderful family.  :)
I have also had a blog for some time now on tumblr.  I know I will keep that too, although my blogging there has become sparse, and will continue so.
I started a new blog today, on wordpress.  Yeah, maybe I don't need another blog. 
Maybe I do.
I have set up my new blog as a way to specifically express all of my feelings, questions, and the changes and thoughts going on inside of me as I study and delve further into Buddhism.  My intent is that it be a positive blog.  Something tumblr has not been for me.   Sort of like a clean slate, maybe?  
I don't know.
Anyway, here is the link, if anyone wants to check it out. 
Have a good night, everyone.  Namaste

I read your wordpress blog.  I have to say that you are indeed in another place than a couple of months ago and it is in a more positive and forward moving place.  I take this all as a good thing for you.


You my dear friend deserve so much better than you have been living for some time.


(((missophelia)))  Take good care of you as always.


Lots of love and hugs

Mar 15 2014 04:54 PM

Hey bellachai


Thanks for reading my word press.  I think i am in another place, too.  My psych doc and Dr K both remarked about that, too.  I do feel more positive, and like I am moving forward, when for so long I feel like I was standing still and slowly moving backward.  It is a good thing, most definitely.


Thank you for saying that.  YOu know you deserve the best, too.


Take good care of you, too.  Lots of love and hugs. 

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