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uselessness...

Posted by missophelia , 24 November 2013 · 256 views

I feel useless.
 
I feel like a lump of flesh with no purpose.
 
My depression has enveloped me like a glove, and I have to fight just to be able to do the base necessities of life.
 
And I don't know what to do, and a huge part of me just doesn't care.
 
My depression reaches heights of agony inside of me, only rivaled by lulls in my depression where I am just here.  Just static.
 
Just stuck.
 
I have no energy.  I am in pain.  i have no motivation.  I have no desire. 
 
And a big part of me doesn't want to be here anymore.  Here, or anywhere.
 
Or on this planet.



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survivor082006
Nov 24 2013 10:27 PM

we'll get through this. together.

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missophelia
Nov 24 2013 10:57 PM

thanks, survivor082006

Sitting withyou as well ok    safe hugs to you

(((missophelia))) I'm here as well my friend! Sending you strength and lifting you up until you can find your way out of this darkness. 

 

Much love! hug.gif hug.gif hug.gif 

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missophelia
Nov 25 2013 07:20 AM

thank you, fairies

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missophelia
Nov 25 2013 07:20 AM

thanks, Susan

 

Lots of love!!   :hug:  :hug:  :hug:

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laurenbacall
Nov 28 2013 11:49 PM

I'm sorry. Hold on. A brighter day is on the horizon. Count on It.
Keep reaching out to Pandy's. We will support and encourage you.
I care. Pandys cares. We are here for you. I offer you a hand to hold..holdhands.gif

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