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Posted by missophelia , 24 October 2013 · 94 views

TW for talk of suicidal feelings. please take gentle care of your self if you choose to read



really, right now

I am not feeling very safe with myself

I don't understand where feeling suicidal came from for me

it seems like it just came out of nowhere

I haven't felt this way for a very long time

and although I am fighting it with all my might

what is going through my head right now

is that I really just want to take myself out right now

but yet,

I have things to do tonight

so,

here I am

I hate this, I hate it all, I hate my life, I hate myself, I hate the way my body has become physically, I hate the way I am feeling emotionally, and I hate that I have to go on

I so want to just give up



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Untangling-It-All
Oct 25 2013 05:48 AM
I wish I could take those feelings away from you. :hug: :hug:
me too Miss-wish I could take them from you.

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