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Posted by missophelia , 15 August 2013 · 87 views

Over the course of having to deal with getting a new car, and with having my father help me, there's something I've been thinking.

That maybe it is ok to have him help me. Although, I still don't want it to be.

But he has been very gracious, and a huge help to me. And I don't mean only monetarily. For all we have been through over the years (and we have been through some tough times with our relationship), he has put me at ease in a way that I didn't ever see him being.

I am going to be picking up my car tomorrow. I do realize that I am lucky, because every day I have had a car to use. And I have had my father's help to find a car for me and help with my financing.

It is still hard, when I stop and think about it, to be able to accept that I had to have my father's help.

But, at the same time, I am a little more ok with it, and feel slightly more like it is ok.

If any of that makes any sense.



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