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Posted by missophelia , 11 April 2013 · 113 views

I don't know if I can even describe the pain I am feeling tonight. It's just there, heavy inside of me.

I am having a lot of anxiety, and I'm depressed.

And I want to SI.

My depression has me scared, because when it is really bad I don't want to be on the planet. That is one of the things I told Dr K. I guess it's good that I told her? Not sure about that.

There's just so much going on with me right now, both inside of me, and stuff coming at me from outside of me.

And honestly, I don't know how much more I can take.



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Untangling-It-All
Apr 11 2013 05:10 PM
I think it is good you told Dr. K. She needs to know what's really going on for you to be able to help.

I am sorry you are in so much pain. :hug: :hug:
I'm sorry you're in so much too. And I know it's really hard to believe you will get through this but you will hon. Being honest with Dr.K can only help. Call her or a helpline if you need extra support. You are worth it!

Much love! :hug:/> :hug:/> :hug:/>
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missophelia
Apr 12 2013 06:54 AM
Thank you both

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