I am having a lot of anxiety, and I'm depressed.
And I want to SI.
My depression has me scared, because when it is really bad I don't want to be on the planet. That is one of the things I told Dr K. I guess it's good that I told her? Not sure about that.
There's just so much going on with me right now, both inside of me, and stuff coming at me from outside of me.
And honestly, I don't know how much more I can take.