no words for a title...
I'm in a pretty dark place right now.
How do I survive the way I am feeling right now?
How do I get through each day when it is a daily thought, suicide. It's just there, there it is.
How do I find any kind of positivity in my life, or even hope to come back from how I am feeling and thinking right now?
I just feel like I've tried, and I've tried so hard. And this is what I get in the end. This feeling and thinking this way every single day.
Couple that with all of my anger and depression. I have to wonder if it will ever get any better at all.
And it doesn't help that I am even questioning my existence. I feel like I have no life. No purpose, no meaning. Part of me feels lost.
I don't even know why I'm writing this.
And part of me doesn't even care.