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I wonder why I even bother anymore. I just want to give up so badly.
Tonight, I am full of self hatred, and self blame. And thinking that I wouldn't be here and where I am tonight if I wasn't such a freaking idiot. If I was worth something.
Tonight, I could give a crap how much I am hurting.
And tonight, I refuse to cry.