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Posted by missophelia , 08 August 2012 · 10 views

Just having such a hard time. All day it's been hard. It helped a little to go down to the art room, but not much, and not for long.

I'm having horrible anxiety, and just feel like I'm on the verge of tears. Really fighting them.

I feel like I'm going through hell, having to relive the rapes in therapy. I can't stop hearing his words. He was so disgusting.

And now, for next week, I am supposed to write out this one part of what he said that I have never been able to write.

I should be sleeping right now. I have a busy day tomorrow, and I have a wake I have to go to tomorrow evening. My client's husband passed away over the weekend, and it's just so hard. I got so close to the whole family.

So, I need to sleep. I'm tired. But I'm afraid to. I'm afraid I'm going to have a nightmare. Guess all I can do is try.



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